I'm coming out to the fact that I too have experienced being attacked notably when I'm trying to get to sleep and suddenly I'd feel chills, hear a high pitch sound and even find that I'm literally being shook as if the bed is vibrating. I put it down to being haunted but it's not a regular haunting ie focused on one place as it's occurred practically wherever I am.
It first occurred when I was very young and I would feel utter shame and negativity towards myself (as some experiences I found were you could say sexually abusive) of which as I grew into my teens I put behind me since I then decided to 'come out' ie identify as an homosexual. But now as I've endured utter disappointment, degradation, deceit and other things about this lifestyle I started to turn away from it alongside the spirit world and these attacks re-emerged. I used to seek answers from readings through mediums and even on some rare occasions hear voices from the verge of waking up, but now I'm coming to terms that my life of living a total lie was in someway linked with being infiltrated by something dark whether it be demonic or brought on by these other groups of people.
My ex was sent through these people and dark presence's given the many similarities I can relate to with your testimonials ie his ties with the Freemasons, his knowledge, symbology around his house and on his body (he fits the description of the human body image of the demon Sitri). Once I began to loose myself to him it was just a matter of time when he literally left me to self destruct.
I very much believe my innocence was attacked and I went through a period of utter self destruction where I lost myself and turned into a codependent complete chaotic crazy person of which after hitting rock bottom I managed through purifying myself to start on an awakening journey.
Not only have I distanced myself from the repetitive "scene" I've quit certain traits such as beverages I'd usually dive into for comfort ie coffee with coffeemate, sugars, certain savouries and went back to just God's natural foods.
I pray and hope to find total peace of mind and finally rule out these attackers because I know I'm worthy and no longer do I wish to throw it away by calling back into the same old patterns I've experienced over the years.
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ReplyDeleteI'm coming out to the fact that I too have experienced being attacked notably when I'm trying to get to sleep and suddenly I'd feel chills, hear a high pitch sound and even find that I'm literally being shook as if the bed is vibrating. I put it down to being haunted but it's not a regular haunting ie focused on one place as it's occurred practically wherever I am.
ReplyDeleteIt first occurred when I was very young and I would feel utter shame and negativity towards myself (as some experiences I found were you could say sexually abusive) of which as I grew into my teens I put behind me since I then decided to 'come out' ie identify as an homosexual. But now as I've endured utter disappointment, degradation, deceit and other things about this lifestyle I started to turn away from it alongside the spirit world and these attacks re-emerged. I used to seek answers from readings through mediums and even on some rare occasions hear voices from the verge of waking up, but now I'm coming to terms that my life of living a total lie was in someway linked with being infiltrated by something dark whether it be demonic or brought on by these other groups of people.
My ex was sent through these people and dark presence's given the many similarities I can relate to with your testimonials ie his ties with the Freemasons, his knowledge, symbology around his house and on his body (he fits the description of the human body image of the demon Sitri). Once I began to loose myself to him it was just a matter of time when he literally left me to self destruct.
I very much believe my innocence was attacked and I went through a period of utter self destruction where I lost myself and turned into a codependent complete chaotic crazy person of which after hitting rock bottom I managed through purifying myself to start on an awakening journey.
Not only have I distanced myself from the repetitive "scene" I've quit certain traits such as beverages I'd usually dive into for comfort ie coffee with coffeemate, sugars, certain savouries and went back to just God's natural foods.
I pray and hope to find total peace of mind and finally rule out these attackers because I know I'm worthy and no longer do I wish to throw it away by calling back into the same old patterns I've experienced over the years.